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Nexus
04:03
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I feel the tension mounting nervously I pace
And now my heartbeats racing everything's out of place
Am I scared or happy I really can't be sure
And now I am so moody is there any cure
Now this phase we've entered I see the focus centered clearly
The tethers tied and tightening the bonds quickly inciting chemistry
And now we connect the bridge between you and I
I feel the pressure building the guages runnning hot
My hands are cold but sweating and now I feel I'm caught
Between two giant ledges should I jump or stay?
I kinda think I shouldn't but I will anyway
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2. |
Anticlimax
04:17
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All this time where is it taking me?
Like sentiment a castle of empty days
Unplanned road no horizon to go to
All my life I’ve waited for this second
What happens the next day
After the cowboy rides away
Can’t believe just a ripple in the pond
Can’t believe thought I’d feel something stronger
The moment came the moment went
Now I’m standing here waiting feeling empty
But nothings happening
All my life has been building to this moment
All my life has been building to this moment
No credits roll no music plays
As the seconds turn to days
The moment came the moment went
Now I’m standing here waiting feeling empty
But nothings happening
The moment came the moment went
Now I’m standing here waiting feeling empty
But nothings happening …
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3. |
Neverending
04:58
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Slowly carefully tendrils grow
So so sensitive we both know
Seeking searchingly hearts impaired
Wanting contact but very scared
But we touch we ignite we embrace this thing
And we glow and we feel all the warmth it brings
But am I strong enough wise enough pure enough?
But am I big enough true enough sure enough?
It doesn’t matter I can’t get close enough
I’d lose myself to become part of you
Feelings oscillate feedback loop
And intensify simple truth
But we touch we ignite we embrace this thing
And we glow and we feel all the warmth it brings
But am I strong enough wise enough pure enough?
But am I big enough true enough sure enough?
It doesn’t matter I can’t get close enough
I’d lose myself to become part of you
Like a fire you now burn through me
A desire you’re consuming me
It’s a need on which I depend
And I don’t want your fire to end
And I don’t want your fire to end
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4. |
Sad
07:20
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I feel the seconds ticking and I feel so - sad
These moments you're not with me - naked so alone
Fill me up because I feel so sad
Overwhleming meloncholy crush me like a stone
Falling I'm falling
I'm constantly drowning
Falling I'm falling again
Without you
You just mean that much to me that
I can't be incomplete
On this sea of sadness I'm helplessly adrift
In this world without you colours disappear
One desire just to be with you
This wall seems to go forever keeping me from you
Falling I'm falling
I'm constantly drowning
Falling I'm falling again
Without you
You just mean that much to me that
I can't be incomplete
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5. |
Turn
04:19
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This journey I’ve begun lost more than I have gained
Keep trudging on though nothing of the path remained
Stay optimistic easy to say hard to do
Glimmers of hope barely in view
I never gave up
I just gave up on you
Look where I have been scares me what I lived through
I know it’s cliché but I did it for you
Thought we were happy thought I was happy too
Surprized what I believed and what you led me to
There’s no turning back noducking what’s instore for me
And I’m scared
I have made my choice can’t keep wishing things would change
Turn the page
I never gave up
I just gave up on you
There’s no turning back noducking what’s instore for me
And I’m scared
I have made my choice can’t keep wishing things would change
Turn the page
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6. |
Submerged
05:32
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All of my lifes circumstances spiral through my head
Overloaded senses think I'm floating in my bed
All the things that brough me here start to overlap and collapse
Sort of seems so funny how quickly it transpired
I just lay down a moment strange to feel so tired
Just sit back and relax then the bottom just fell away
I feel my mind unravelling like a giant ball of yarn
Drowning in emotions but sadness pulls me down
Like a flood - everything ; but nothing's making sense to me now
Everything is caught up in this vortex in my head
Each action weighs so heavy all things done all things said
Time has come deeds I've done the breaking point is reached I must purge
or be drowned
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Unresolved
03:21
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Everything seemed so huge it was a great excuse to run
from everyone
Solitude suits me fine it's just those certain times I'm home
and I'm alone
When the lights go down at night
I know why I can't sleep right
What have I done? What have I done?
Though I run eternally
I see the ghosts of what should be
What have I done? What have I done?
I hear your distant voices through my imperfect choices now
I can't see how
As I turned my back on you somehow can I return to face
my disgrace
Try to ignore what I feel
But I know this isn't real
What have I done? What have I done?
And I know I'll never phone
But I can't be all alone
What can I do? What can I do? What can I do?
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8. |
Unthinkable
06:03
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I never thought we'd drift apart
I never thought you'd break my heart
I never wanted things this way ...
Your truth no longer is my truth
Though I can't blame you for your view
You made me need to walk away
I'll dream of better times my dear
I'll dream of better times my dear
I can't fight your fight this time
I know it makes me seem unkind
A million words to say but none of them will breathe
It's redundant anyway I think I made my peace
It just bothers me the way that you can smile
I'll dream of better times my dear
Will my soul resist or float?
As the bile builds in my throat
Intense pain I feel like I ripped off all my skin
Your apologies float off in the wind
It just bothers me the way that you can smile
I never thought we'd drift apart
I never thought you'd break my heart
I never thought you'd break my heart ...
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Bëker Prince Albert, Saskatchewan
A solo project, that has been percolating for a long time (longer than one has fingers and toes). The madness is perhaps the manic side of Bëker's disfunctional bi-polar personality. Binary Drama is the first of this branding, written mostly in 2007, through the worst of times and later the best of times. It was a lazy project the refused to finish itself until now. ... more
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